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There's something so nostalgic about fall. It's my favorite season but I find myself thinking back to other times. It's not even fully fall yet, its only August 27th.

I can feel it in the hot, humid air though. The leaves fall in my mind because they don't fall here. Fall doesn't really exist in California though, I like to believe it does. Part of me does wish that more leaves changed here but I also cannot handle the cold.

I've been feeling so weird lately. My first year of college has started and I feel so blind to knowledge I feel like I'm supposed to know. I don't know what I want to do in life at all. I can't see myself more than a year out. I'm taking everyday one step at a time and there's something so scary at the realization that I'm an adult.

I love art so much and if I had it my way I would be pursuing art, but what can I do in life with that degree? I'm majoring in psychology, and although I love the subject and it feels like it comes easy to me, I don't know if its something I want to pursue. I don't know. We'll see what happens.

I usually don't like writing at all, especially when it's about myself, but I've been getting the itch to write recently... so we'll see where this goes!