elietalksalot

Overbearing
emotions and decisions
mistakes and apathy
i feel so much
but so little at the same time
im so motivated
but not at all
i get things done
but somehow i also dont

my mind is like
a complex whirl
of happiness
and sorrow
of drive
and emptiness

the past week
ive been so creative
but the last two nights
ive not wanted to make anything
at all

im normal and fine
until the depression
hits me again
like a punch to the gut
and the anxiety worsens
and the paranoia comes home